est: 12/25/2008 07:31:00 PM
Merry Christmas :)
K even though Christmas was pretty hurt this year... I'll admit, the presents made me feel much better :$ I finally got the Twilight series, a new purse, money for some shoes :) and an itouch! I know I didn't get alot, but it's definately enough for me. Thanks to everyone!
Even though there was a lot of "personal" crap in the way of really enjoying Christmas this year, I'm really learning to push it aside. It's really not worth the trouble. I could be making better use of my time. Like spending it with family and good friends, right? (But not in the snow because you'll get lost in it.)
Well, I hope you all had a Merry Christmas :)
For anyone who had a crappy one like me, I hope it turned out better... sincerely. Because I know how you feel =P
Even though there was a lot of "personal" crap in the way of really enjoying Christmas this year, I'm really learning to push it aside. It's really not worth the trouble. I could be making better use of my time. Like spending it with family and good friends, right? (But not in the snow because you'll get lost in it.)
Well, I hope you all had a Merry Christmas :)
For anyone who had a crappy one like me, I hope it turned out better... sincerely. Because I know how you feel =P
est: 12/23/2008 11:40:00 PM
hot n cold
Today was a pretty good chill day. Perfect for catching up and girl talks under the Christmas tree. Even though I'm not feeling Christmas this year, I feel like I'm in a really giving mood (even though I'm harsh brooooke) :$ So my sister asked me to come with her downtown on Christmas to give away some old sweaters and scarves to the homeless. Obviously, I was harsh down for it! Hopefully I'll start feeling the Christmas love :$ BTW what is with the ridiculous amount of snow going on?! All of this snow is making me want to share it with my dog..... if I had one! :*(PS: deeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeng, homie. what's going on :(
est: 12/22/2008 06:05:00 PM
phat winterbreak
Started it off with the ABDC show on Friday. Spent the entire week preparing and I'm proud to say it paid off. Everyone was so chill and easy to talk to, and I'm so fricken glad I went :) As of today, I realized how lame I am. I have nothing planned this winterbreak, and I'm spending most of my time by myself :'( Am I sad or what? Don't get me wrong, I enjoyed the time to settle down and relax... but I miss the company. I'm such a loner, haha. (btw, who still plays Roller Coster Tycoon? :$:$ Yeah. I guess I'm the only one, now.)
So, what's on my Christmas list?
Gift cards! To anywhere nice really. I'm in need of a new wardrobe. I keep wearing the same clothes =/
A loofah. This is actually 2 years late. I've been wanting one for a while now.
Plain white ankle socks. (or maybe some with creative little designs/animals on them) Yes, Migz gave me six pairs for Christmas a couple of years ago. But my family likes to steal my socks and never return them :(
Shoes!!!!! Someone get me some shoooooes pls.
New pair of jeans. Ever since my mom washed mine. I don't want to wear them anymore :'(
Long sleeved shirts. I love long sleeved shirts :) so get me lots and lots!
Superhero movies on DVD. Superman, preferably.
A Job :( I'm sooooooooo broke. It's embarrassing. I also just recently emptied out my card to pay for my meal the other day. So there's actually 0 dollars in my bank account atm =/
The following people: Nick Tan, Joyce Colobong, Tyrone Madrid, Janine Cutinho, Germaine Sotana, Migz Millena, Allen Agco, Kathleen Macapili, Abbey Solis... and Brian Puspos :)
For anyone who is like me (snowed in, and bored) and in need for some good SoRealCru to cheer them up: MY CURRENT OBSESSION Warning: Viewers will be amazed. May contain sexual suggestions... Hope that was worth 4 minutes of your life.
Also I would like to apologize to my good friend Cindy La, for not making her dinner today. (Even if she probably won't read this anytime soon.)
DEAR CINDY,
I am sure you are quite aware that I was not there at your birthday dinner today. I am sincerely sorry for not being there for you, and I really hope you will forgive me :( Unfortunately, because of the 22cm of snow barricading the roads around my house, my mom simply refused to take me, therefore leaving you upset (along with the rest of our friends). I will see you on the 29th, however and I really hope you will be glad to see me by that time :)
Much love, Lanie.
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