est: 3/26/2009 03:22:00 PM
yes guys, i'm in the philippines
Miss you guys. Pictures soon promise.
PS, INTERNET IS HARD TO GET HOLD OF. SORRY :)
est: 3/24/2009 11:21:00 PM
gon' get my fob on
I finally started to pack. (what, like 20 pairs of underwear, 30 pairs of socks... what else?) To all mah niggas that I'm leaving behind: I won't be gone for too long! Promise :) I'll try and remember to bring home something for you guys... Keep checking my blogspot for updates, especially when you guys get lonely, cuz I'll probably be the same :(
est: 3/23/2009 07:52:00 PM
because i'm all about quotes today
"You should never commit to a guy - whether it is in dating or in marriage - hoping that he will change. Commit to a guy only if you like him exactly as he is. Otherwise, you're committing to an imaginary man."
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I should have started packing today, but I didn't do anything but bake more brownies, haha! (They seem to be one of my family's favourites :$) My count down til my trip went by way faster than I expected. One day it was six days left, now there's only one more day of school, and I'm finally off =/ but I honestly can't wait to take a proper break, to make up for my weak spring break... Hopefully I'll get a hold of some internet there and keep you (whoever actually reads this, haha) posted with updates, but other than that... I'm off to bed. Goodnight.
How to love today:
After reading two completely different books, I've learned:
book 1: "If you're not able to love freely, it's not really love."
book 2: "Only a person who is free, can give the gift of love."
If two different authors can believe in the same thing, so can you.
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I should have started packing today, but I didn't do anything but bake more brownies, haha! (They seem to be one of my family's favourites :$) My count down til my trip went by way faster than I expected. One day it was six days left, now there's only one more day of school, and I'm finally off =/ but I honestly can't wait to take a proper break, to make up for my weak spring break... Hopefully I'll get a hold of some internet there and keep you (whoever actually reads this, haha) posted with updates, but other than that... I'm off to bed. Goodnight.
How to love today:
After reading two completely different books, I've learned:
book 1: "If you're not able to love freely, it's not really love."
book 2: "Only a person who is free, can give the gift of love."
If two different authors can believe in the same thing, so can you.
est: 3/20/2009 10:09:00 PM
the full capacity load ... with some brownies on top.
Alright, I get it. I'm not alone. But the real question here is, what do you do? What happens when your cup is beginning to fill itself up, about to overflow? and what if there's something valuable in that cup, that you simply cannot just pour out? You don't feel like giving up, because quitting is for losers. But what if you've had enough? What if that valuable thing is giving you pain? What if that something you love is hurting you? There you go, you can't let go now, can you?
I am inches away from my full capacity load, and I have no idea what I'm gonna do about it. Maybe I'll come back when I figure something out. In the mean time... I don't know how to love today. I think there's just too much in my cup...
PS, Feeling sad today? Bake something! It always works for me :) Today's masterpiece: chocolate walnut brownies.
est: 3/17/2009 10:49:00 PM
portable heaters and froot loops
I did absolutely nothing productive today. I spent the majority of the day sitting infront of my new heater, and watching tv. If I wasn't doing that, I was updating my blogspot, or playing games on my laptop. Kinda sucky.
Because of all the spare time... I realized that I might have some serious forgiveness issues. Or trust issues actually... I'm sorta joining the two together. I'm finding myself "forgiving people" because I want to forgive them. Then later feeling deep down that I never really did. What am I supposed to do when the subconcious part of my mind is holding grudges? What does that say about the conscious side of me? The side that's making all the decisions? And what does that say about the kind of person I am? Does that make me a liar?
Don't judge me :( My mind is thinking two things at once and I can't get them on the same page. I really do have issues, yo.
How to love today:
Forgive.
Beause forgiveness is an act of love.
and to love, is to forgive :)
So does that mean my subconscious has no heart? :(
PS: my laptop is effing broken already... =|
est: 3/17/2009 01:02:00 AM
breaking spring
"Temptation is like a pimple." - adrian cabanos
FINALLY, got the laptop my sister was promising me. Yeahyeah i think she spoils me too. So, I got a pretty dope start to my spring break. Discovery Camp was an awesome experience, and everyone could agree with me on that one. I probably scored at least 9 hours of sleep the entire weekend :( So I took the honour in sleeping in this morning, and woke up at 1. Which isn't really that bad. so blah blah blah, chill day. Sushi with AJ and cleaned up his room etc etc. Came home and played demo games on my laptop for two hours or so. Makes me actually want to buy the games HAHA :$ and now I'm in bed, about to continue watching Toy Story 2 =) which is my favourite disney movie ever! anyway, today I realized that I might have a subconcious obsession with matching my scarves with my socks....
well, Woody's waiting for me...
night
FINALLY, got the laptop my sister was promising me. Yeahyeah i think she spoils me too. So, I got a pretty dope start to my spring break. Discovery Camp was an awesome experience, and everyone could agree with me on that one. I probably scored at least 9 hours of sleep the entire weekend :( So I took the honour in sleeping in this morning, and woke up at 1. Which isn't really that bad. so blah blah blah, chill day. Sushi with AJ and cleaned up his room etc etc. Came home and played demo games on my laptop for two hours or so. Makes me actually want to buy the games HAHA :$ and now I'm in bed, about to continue watching Toy Story 2 =) which is my favourite disney movie ever! anyway, today I realized that I might have a subconcious obsession with matching my scarves with my socks....
well, Woody's waiting for me...
night
est: 3/02/2009 07:29:00 AM
Goodmorning
After waking up to a red right eye, and accidentally blowing out the power in my room, kitchen and hallway (because I was blowdrying my hair while my portable heater was on.) ... I felt the need to blog about the wonderful start to my day... I can't even see if my bread in my toaster oven!!!
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