est: 8/29/2009 02:17:00 AM
damn! i can't wait til i/aj start driving cuz damn, life would be so much easier :( and i don't care about ballin ass cars, i just need ac and im cool (y)
ok yeah, i gotta stop staying at home, sitting on my ass with my laptop, and cs. i need to salvage what is left of my suck-ass summer and go out!!!! speaking of which, COME OUT TOMORROW/SUNDAY TO WATCH PRAISETEAM AT PNE AGAIN, lol.. i'm getting tired of that place already. shoot =( i need money!! i need a job!!
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i have no idea what this is. or what i'm doing. i feel kinda sad, and kinda indifferent at the same time. but ill just go wherever the current is taking me, because well... ur not showing me much direction.
est: 8/27/2009 06:57:00 PM
Damn, Vancouver has so much talent... PNE was super awesome. Excited to do it again for this Saturday AND Sunday! So if ya missed out, you have two more days to see it! Maybe this time I'll be able to redeem myself :$:(
Spent the day yesterday to relax my body/mind by staying at home doing nothing....
but play cs with aj, HAHAH.. yep, this is how we bond.
Today... I'm pretty much doing the same thing.. but by myself this time =( I totally wasted a really nice day by staying inside, boooooo. Someone come over and play cs with me, HAHA. I need a life!!!!!
est: 8/24/2009 10:52:00 PM
Um, what else can I say other than I had dance from effing 11am to 9pm. Why yes, i smell wonderful... SUPER EXCITED FOR TOMORROW tho. Please come watch/support us! @ the PNE at 2 o'clock :) along with SickStylz and 247!! It's gonna be awesome :) The piece looks/feel so good, I'm so stoked :)
PS, thank you for filling in that void where others have obviously lacked. I can't remember the last time i was all smiling n shit like this (well... I can, but i try not to haha.) and I'm so ashamed to admit I'm not used to all this kindness :S but thank you thank you thank you, for making my days a lot more tolerable :D
est: 8/23/2009 12:01:00 AM
I'm so sorry.
est: 8/22/2009 04:03:00 PM
ty for being an idiot
ty for trying to hide it from me
ty for leaving after promising you'd never
the hell is happening to you?
est: 8/20/2009 11:40:00 PM
speaking of stepping up... and games.... after vowing to myself countless times that i'll never ever play... i've been playing cs, HAHAH. and its all I do when i'm not doing anything at home :( HAHA....
hm... everything's been so casual lately. minus my few slip ups. i feel like everything's hitting me a little harder recently, and I know i shouldn't let it phase me at all. but it is... and it's bugging me. didn't I know a little better? i feel like i've lost that little place of sanctuary at the back of my mind where I can keep my secrets, and hide my feelings. but i feel like i'm wearing my heart on my sleeve lately, and im letting others influence me too much. ahah, damn. that's weak, man. After saying that... i know i'm definitely better than that....
est: 8/19/2009 08:57:00 PM
put your sunglasses on
How silly was I, thinking that once summer would kick in... dance would be kicked out... WRONG! Only one more week left until PNE, and damn... we need to practice, haha! We're such lazy asses, but I have faith! Kinda bummed that 24/7 girls aren't dancing with the boys for nightmarket anymore, but it's aight, cuzzzz Joanna's cotillion practices have finally started! Was suuuper super late last practice but it looks soooo cute already :$ I'm so excited!
PT faculty bonding was chill. Watched the God's Must Be Crazy... Weirdest movie ever. So ghetto, but hilarious, haha! Ended up watching two movies after that... Slept (if I could even call it that) at 7am :( but other than that, super chill :) the best part was coming up with ideas for PT next year, haha! So excited. It's gonna be crazy =)
est: 8/13/2009 10:57:00 PM
Not sure why I’m blogging on both Blogspot and Tumblr :( I’m so torn, I can’t pick, haha.
At the moment, I feel like I’m starting to get a hold of things. Like I’m starting to rock with the waves, instead of fighting against it. It’s nothing I’m used to, but I’m w
illing to give it a try. Seems to be giving pretty good results, so I’m starting to feel good about this… Be patient with me, please :(
I’ve pretty much been dancing the majority of this summer. Not a lot of “hanging out” or “partying”. Especially not that, haha! At least I’m getting ahead of my training. I just needa stop being so damn lazy!! I’m not sure whether I’m excited for PNE this year, or not. I think I’m feeling just a little nervous to be learning all this stuff. But hopefully next week will feel a lot of better =/ The only lame part about rehearsal are the lame ppl who get on your nerves :( I’m reaaaaally trying to have a big heart here, but sometimes… people just need to grow up, haha! Mad love though. I don’t need to be mean :$:$
LATELY, I’ve been feeling so much inspiration to start reading again. I’m a little as
hamed to say that I’ve forgotten that feeling of escapism, because it’s been so long. But, my reading list has started to grow, and I’m super excited to get to them all. It’s hard to have patience, haha :$ Hopefully I’ll be lucky this year and find some super good ass bookstores that aren’t too expensive. (Ughhhh this reminds me that I need a job. and to start preparing for my L, LOOOOOL.)
I miss my school friends, man… Actually, I just miss school. (probably gonna regret saying that come September, haha!)
Anyway, I will leave you on this jolly note with one of my recent favourite songs from Demi :) : CATCH ME, DEMI LOVATO
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EDIT: Hehe, bffs with matching nailpolish :) That's love.
est: 8/12/2009 06:49:00 PM
Meteor shower last night was, less than what I expected, but still something. I'm a meteor shower noob, so I didn't even know what to expect in the first place... but I'm happy with the four meteors I saw :) It was cold out, but I was still a happy happy girl :)
Suuuper excited for a chill day with two girls I haven't hung out in forever. Damn yo, we're all just too busy, eh? Finally a day to just pig out and laugh til I can't breathe anymore. Haven't been able to take a break like this in a while :) Mad love to the two of you. Freal :)
Maan... Iunno what's up witchu man. I'm trying to be real, but you're not getting the clue. So, whatever. Keep ur treasures. One day you'll realize you're just toying with fool's gold.
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