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est: 9/17/2009 08:36:00 PM

It's the 2nd week of school and I'm already breaking my sleeping habit. I feel like there's so many things on my list... So many deadlines to meet, so many reminders, so many events, so many responsibilities... It's almost aching me. Not to mention all my other crap on top of that...

First of all, I'M HELLA SICK. Which is making school (esp pe) so much harder. Every morning I day dream about how I wish I was still in bed resting, rather than in the shower getting ready for school :( But I must fight it! Fight it like a warrior!!!!!

It's only been about a day and a half since my bestfriend left for his cruise to Hawaii (for 2 flipping weeks! so jealous!) and I pretty much miss him already, lol! I can't even get a hold of him, which makes it a little worse :( I also gave him my ipod, which helped me realize how much I actually use the thing. I find myself searching my room/bag for it sometimes, and then remembering that it's in the middle of the ocean, haha! I guess this is something to get used too... On the plus side, I pretty much have two lockers for the next 2 weeks! I also kinda forget how often I see him, because I find myself alone a lot of the time now, or not talking to anyone (esp at home) and it's kinda uncomfortable =/ not gonna lie. But I'm sure this will be easier as the days go on (ughhhh) I just wish time didn't move so damn slowly. BUT, I do hope he's having a lot of fun. Which is mainly why I wish I could talk to him, so I could hear about all the fun stuff he's doing :( ah well! 2 weeks isn't bad.......

You know what's bad? 17 days w/o CS :(!!

I never knew how addicted I was to this game! :|:|. (I made it my camp fast for Camp 5oul) and holy crap, WHO KNEW IT WAS SO DIFFICULT?!?! HAHA... I still sign into steam (& occasionally vent) because I feel like it's the closest I can get to it, w/o actually playing :( and DAMN my heart aches for the stupid game! I feel so silly :$ but don't worry! 17ish more days until we are reunited (not that I'm counting down or anything........) and I vow to myself I will play until I witness the sun come up! imu :(

Anyway, I don't really like saying that I'm having a hard time right now, but this week hasn't been the greatest. I am trying to look at the bright side though, and i'm hoping all this stress wont last long. If anything, all this struggling will make next time's struggling a little less difficult :)


edit:
apparently my bestfriend's having the worst time EVER on his cruise?!?!?!??!?! puking, no friends, etc. wow... that's so hurt. =(

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