est: 10/13/2009 04:18:00 PM
carnations, lilies and orchids.Happy belated Thanksgiving everyone :)
I'm so tired. but not in that physical type of way. I feel exhausted mentally. simply because I can't keep up with you. (the both of you) You keep tossing ideas into my head in such a way where i can't organize and keep them down... In a way where i'm happy and smiling... and then denying, and believing, and denying again... then smiling again. then being sad, and hoping and wishing and demanding and now... wanting things to be back to normal.... i think.
... and you. I don't know how you do it. you make me feel like running away from you forever because i can never understand you. sometimes you just don't make sense and after so many years, it can get soooo frustrating. i love you so much, it's infuriating to watch u not give a shit........ so pls..... pls. give. a. shit.
*sigh*
Praying for more patience, "just because someone is giving you hell, doesn't mean you should return it."
ps: THE HELL with the brownies! i'm eating them!! and ur not gonna have any >:(
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