Ugh. I think i'm thinking too hard. I should really be studying for socials right now. I can't remember the last time i was trying so damn hard to study for something. I'm really starting to feel my hatred for socials again.... damn you.

I'm crammed up to my neck right now. I have 2 tests to study for, i still need to choreo for showcase FOR WEDNESDAY... Still have to find my costume, hand in the few late assignments i forgot to do, AND I have dance squad everyday this week. Oh, and don't forget my everyday load of homework! How the hell am i supposed to get any sleep? Dear God, have mercy :(

I don't know whether I'm making a bigger situation out of what it is now... but I'm starting to reconsider. It's constantly on my mind.. where I'm hoping it wouldn't be. I'm starting to have hope again... but doubting it as well.. Maybe I'm just tired? Maybe because i'm betting on it so much, because it's one of the things in my life that make me so darn happy? I don't know. It just makes sense.

But then, a lot of things make sense when you're crazy.

Maybe I'm just crazy :(

okay i really have to study now.... Praying for a miracle tonight!!!

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